“I woke up and you were gone. I got bored by myself.” I just nod and watch him stand there and fidget nervously with the hem of his shirt.
“You wanna join me?” I ask, and his eyes immediately brighten up.
He smiles and says, “Yeah, hold on a minute.” I put the curtain back as he starts undressing, and go back to my shower. I can’t stop the grin that takes over my face as I feel him pull the curtain back and step in behind me. Wrapping his arms around my waist he hugs me to him and kisses the back of my neck softly, before licking his way up and nibbling lightly on that spot just below my ear. He pulls back slightly to whisper in my ear, “good morning Love.”
I turn around and kiss him on the lips before giving him a “good morning.” He kisses me again, deeper this time, pushing his tongue into my mouth, drowning me with his taste and driving me insane. Oh god I want him.
We continue to make out for a while, letting the water run down our bodies before swirling down the drain and disappearing forever. The steam from the shower is making the air hot, humid and oppressive, and it’s weighing down on us like we have the weight of the world on our shoulders. But at the same time it’s making our skin slicker so that our bodies slide together with the moisture, and is hot to the touch.
He pulls back after a couple of minutes, flushed and gasping for breathe through swollen lips. He smiles again and lovingly runs his hands up and down my sides. I can’t help but smile when I look into his eyes, there filled with love and affection, and it makes me feel so good to know someone can love me this much. I never thought it was possible until this moment, but I still believe that eventually Benji will see all of my flaws and leave me. I wouldn’t be able to handle that.
I’m brought back to reality as I feel Benji’s hand run down my side again, and run across my hips before grasping my hard-on firmly in his palm. My gasp of surprise is lost in his mouth as he leans down to kiss me again, sucking my lower lip into his mouth.
He’s slowly jerking me off, purposely going slow to tease me, so I let out a frustrated groan to let him know that I don’t want to be teased right now. He seems to understand as he starts to speed his hand up, lightly tugging at my length and bringing me closer to the edge.
He reaches down beneath me and lightly grasps my balls, squeezing softly. I gasp out and he chuckles a little before moving to suck at my neck, still rubbing my nuts between his fingers.
He pulls his hand back after a minute and starts jerking me off again, and I’m just moaning out for him, to let him know how good it feels when he roughly drags his thumb over my tip, causing my his to jerk forward into his hand and come with a long, low moans.
When I’m done my body is spent and I find myself in his arms, him holding me up and whispering in my ear while rubbing slow circles on my back. As soon as I’ve caught my breath I’m shoving my tongue into his mouth almost trying to choke him with it. He doesn’t seem to mind though as he’s pushing back with his own, wrestling for space between our mouths.
He pulls back after a minute, smiling at me and breathing heavily. “I love you so much Billy.” He says again. I smile back at him and wrap my arms around his waist.
“I love you too. Now, let me return the favor.” His smile widens and a blush crosses his features as I drop to my knees, letting the water pound down against my back. I keep my eyes locked on his as I grasp his erection with one hand to steady it before moving my head forward and licking the tip. He moans as I run my tongue across his length with long, deliberate strokes, lapping up the precum that’s dribbling down his dick. He moans again and arches his back, causing his cock to hit the back of my throat, hard enough to bruise my soft pallet. My gag reflex wants to kick in, but I don’t let it. I just squeeze my eyes shut and take it, right into the back of my throat.
He lets out another moan and a string of profanity as I start humming. He’s slowly starting to fuck my face, gently grabbing my hair and tugging at the wet strands. I open my eyes and look up at him, he’s got his eyes shut tight and his head is thrown back. He’s stopped moaning, instead he’s just letting his jaw hang open and he’s taking these weird sort of shaky, stilted breaths. His legs are trembling slightly beneath him, and I know he’s close.
I pull back some and suck forcefully on just the head while my hand that’s on his dick is fitfully jerking him off. He lets out a sort of strangled cry as I drag my lip ring across the underside of his dick, before roughly running my tongue over his slit.
His hips are pushing forward, forcefully bringing his cock deeper into my mouth as he comes, letting out another harsh moan as he empties himself. I swallow quickly and stand up as he braces himself on the side of the shower to keep from falling over. He’s breathing heavily now taking in short, gasping breaths before his lungs kick them back out again, his eyes still shut tightly.
Leaning down slightly I kiss him on the lips softly before leaving a trail of light kisses down his neck to his collar bone and suck forcefully, leaving a mark.
As soon as he catches his breath he opens his eyes and whispers to me, “Billy, I love you so much you don’t even know. And I can’t seem to tell you enough. That was… amazing. Where the hell did you learn that?” I just smile at him before turning around and shutting the water off.
“Past boyfriends,” I tell him, stepping out of the shower.
His face falls and he looks down at his feet. “Oh. Why didn’t you ever tell me?” Sighing I wrap a towel around my waist before walking over to him.
Putting a hand under his chin I lift his face up so I can see his eyes, “because I didn’t know if you would accept it, accept me. Because I was scared you’d never talk to me again. Because I was in love with you.”
His eyes light up and he smiles before hugging me tightly to him and whispering in my ear, “ I love you too.” He’s still smiling as he copies my actions of grabbing a towel and wrapping it around his waist. We walk out of the bathroom and he goes across the hall to his room and closes the door softly behind him.
I smile to myself and start waling to my room at the end of the hall. But I’ve only taken three steps before Joel comes out of his room and starts walking towards me. He winks at me as he passes and smirks before saying, “have fun?” I just blush and hurry past him to my room. Closing the door behind me, I drop the towel and walk over to the dresser so I can decide what I’m going to wear today. After all Benji’s taking me to that help center on Lakewood, I don’t want to look poor, and anorexic.